aight so imma sound hella mad rn, but ts ain't actually making me mad, I've just been listening to too much ChainsFR so I sound dumb af. I was sitting here being all angsty about the fact that dad had seen the footage of me and emmanuel together, not like we were doing anything, but kyla said he was all like hmm. So in my head I was crashing out over thinking that my dad probably thinks I'm dumb and stupid or something, idk, like where are these thoughts coming from? then I realised, even he does think that, he ain't thinking about it that much, like he doesn't care that much, so why should I get myself riled up over something that doesn't matter? like i like my boyfriend, so if he doesn't, well he's not the one dating him. idk i think something weird is happening in my brain. I was thinking about making a post with emmanuel photos, but idk if I am bothered. I gotta think of some cute description, and receive all the messages, and it's cringey af. id...