the dumps :P

EVER SINCE I WAS A JIT, I BEEN LEGIT I realize everything happened how it's supposed to be, we were supposed to cross lives like this, help eachother, and carry on as a better people. God sure knows what he's doing.

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 back again, amy's back, tell a friend. AHH I'M LESS SICK THIS WORLD IS WONDERFUL

Well yes, but actually no. I don't know if I did this all over again with someone new, would I put myself out there as much as I did before? Because you should put yourself out there, open up to someone to deepen your bond, right? It just means it's easier for them to feel like they have power over ya and that's what hurts. It's messed up to use someone's vulnerability as a perfect opportunity to become the bigger person or the one in charge. I have done that before though, and I'm really not proud of it. I think yes, you should open up but to the right person. Sometimes, you'll never know what kind of person they are until you do open up, and that sucks, but it's a part of finding out. If you never invest anything, you'll never feel the full emotional feeling of it. That's what makes sense at least...

1. maybe yellow could look good on me, but only in another life. 2. i like baggy jeans, but on other people. 3. corduroy jackets actually be kinda classy.

 im spiraaaaallinnngggg agaiiinnnnn ://

Nothing beats a Jet 2 holiday your dad being proud of ya  

I used to be his everything, and now he doesn't answer me, I didn't ask for anything, I only want him next to meee.  Love me, hate me, whatever your feeling, nothing changes... I DONT WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND AGAIN. BE YOUR FRIEND AGAINN. ahh this banger.

Here in the manila, each district is called a barangay, equipped with a government office called a, you guessed it, a barangay. Never have I seen a government office painted in green, note to self, even though your favourite color is green, don't paint your wall green lmao.

I know I said I don't get embarrassed, but now I've jinxed it. Does anyone have a hole I can borrow so i can hide in it forever? ----- Ok I can write now, but I'm already half laughing while typing this out. I'm dying laughing so bad, wait one sec. so. francis messaged yesterday, kinda caught me by surprise honestly since I'd already made a bet with my sister that we'd never talk again just because I didn't want to and he's not the type to reach out much. well anyways, he asks how im doing. very short back and forth conversation, I was out with a friend so i didn't say much, once he replies at 1am telling me to not be embarrassed about my dancing (it was part of the convo) I say "hahah ill try, matutulog ka na". BROO WHY DID MY DUMBASS NOT REALISE THAT WAS THE WRONG THING BWAHHAHA. So basically, that means "You are going to sleep now". when I meant to say "I'm going to sleep now". And so he's like you shud say it...

  sometimes i miss back when life was simpler with these 2 wonderful people <3

  happy pi di y'all!

the last time my palms got this sweaty sending a message was to a guy, not sending an uncalled for video on my seminary class group chat lmao

 "do you think that I've forgotten about you?" yeah. i believe you have :) ---- 20/03/2026 i think you have forgotten about me

  when he leaves you on read on a sensitive message so you lowkey start doing this cus you don't wanna see his stupid dance story>>

 you can waste it, you can spend it, you can simple live in it, or you can take it, and make it your own

When God made me, I think he set my hope scale to 100%, because I am wayy to hopeful about anything and everything hahaha.

The way I spent this whole morning being like "Yeah I really feel like I'm moving past him" "He feels like a distant memory" just to open my messages and THERE HE IS. As in I'm just laughing because even as I was opening it I was like ahh I'm happy I don't have to worry about responding to his short as messages now. K guys, so last night I posted a story of an amazing sunset. Like crazy level sunset. I'll actually upload the story here. Anyway he texted to say "I dreamed of a sunset exactly like that". YALL WAHT. Hmm ok, what's a good response. Bro imagine I just heart it lmao. No what about "do you remember what your dream was about?" 

 F MY TYPE why do I like him he will never treat me right F MY TYPE i'm trading a broken heart, for a good life songs these days be too accurate :sobs:

 Being the huzz but having no game is another type of tradegy. I just chalk it down to the age difference.

lowkey why do i look so white today, I swear I actually look whiter at the start of the day if that makes any sense. Welp, I slept in and then my concience told me off by giving me a scary dream. Don't tell my brain but I actually enjoyed it. Like props to my brain because it did a really good job including all my scariest fears. I mean for starters, it had francis in it and you know it's gonna be a bad dream when francis is in it. It was set in stake conference, and francis and his dance team was there sitting in the overflow chairs, but I was like hell nahhhh I am not ready to talk to him, so kyla went and sat next to him instead. I then saw my mum and tane go inside, and so I walk forward to see them but then realise I am now literally right in view of francis and so I run off and then I'm anxiety because now I don't have- ah welp that's even more embarrising my brother saw all of my writing, moving on. So Dad's then like ok let's go (as usual cus he does...