looks like we're back at it :)

I know I said I don't get embarrassed, but now I've jinxed it. Does anyone have a hole I can borrow so i can hide in it forever?

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Ok I can write now, but I'm already half laughing while typing this out. I'm dying laughing so bad, wait one sec.

so. francis messaged yesterday, kinda caught me by surprise honestly since I'd already made a bet with my sister that we'd never talk again just because I didn't want to and he's not the type to reach out much. well anyways, he asks how im doing. very short back and forth conversation, I was out with a friend so i didn't say much, once he replies at 1am telling me to not be embarrassed about my dancing (it was part of the convo) I say "hahah ill try, matutulog ka na".

BROO WHY DID MY DUMBASS NOT REALISE THAT WAS THE WRONG THING BWAHHAHA.

So basically, that means "You are going to sleep now". when I meant to say "I'm going to sleep now". And so he's like you shud say it like "matulog ka na". so I say "ok matulog ka na"

y'know what that means? go to sleep now. he thought I was telling him to go to sleep. ok that's actually not that bad but kinda mean of me. When he replied u too amers, I was confused but in my head I was like huh whatever, only realising now that in a middle of a conversation with my friend who isn't really my friend anymore, I straight up told him to go to sleep. 

hahahha, you know I guess I always find a way to make my life interesting.

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to be fair, once he accidentally said he'll fuck me in chinese (yes I'm not even joking), so comparatively, not so bad I guess lmao.

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