a feeling you forget

The title sounds like I'm about to start ranting about heartbreak again, but no, this is far far worse.

Being tired. Oh my goodness. I am sitting at my desk, supposedly working, and I just dream of my white sheets and duvet, and then I realise that I'm actually dreaming and then I jolt awake from my stupor and then go to blogspot. I'm so tired these days, especially in the mornings. Early morning is fine, and then as soon as my work starts around 11am, I'm a goner. But then at the end of the day, I'm so awake so I stay up and the cycle continues itself ://

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